Saturday, October 30, 2010

Pictures of Halloweens Past!

Picture of the Day:
Lettuce Lake Park, with a gator!


Quote of the Day:
"The worst moment for the atheist is when he is really thankful, and has nobody to thank."
-Rosetti


Well, I finally finished my Halloween costume!! In light of the fact tomorrow is Halloween, I would like to put up some pictures of Halloweens past. Soon pictures will be up of my costume this year, but until then it will remain a mystery!!

First stop, Halloween '08!

I was Medusa. Made the costume myself. However, what you are probably thinking is: why are there no snakes?! Before Medusa was turned into a gorgon, she was the most beautiful woman in Greece. I did something more in between. There is a snake headpiece, and I have scaled make-up. Either way, I was pleased with the result. Sad news? I can no longer find it. 

Here are some more shots from Halloween '08!! In order of appearance: The Green Lantern (twice!), A pirate, a matador, Vincent Valentine, a guy in a witch hat, 




Next stop....
Halloween '09!

Okay, so for '09 I was an internet pirate. Note the pirate aspect of the costume. Anyway, what isn't pictured is my belt of CDs and internet cables that I made. You can see my jump drive necklace, a little bit. I was exceedingly proud of the cleverness of this one. Though, I will be sad to admit I did not MAKE anything but the accessories. 

Here are some other noteworthy costumes of last year! From beginning to end: A clown, Billy Mays, Kanye West (and to top it off, all he did was interrupt people!!), a zombie and some ultimate fighter.




Oxi Clean. It gets tough stains out. And zombies.


There you have it folks! Keep a look out for this year's costume madness, and I hope you have a wonderful (and safe) Halloween!


Thursday, October 28, 2010

Of Thieves and Novels

Picture of the Day: 
Go Bulls! 

Quote of the Day: 
"Dance is the hidden language of the soul." 
-Martha Graham

I finished two books within 24 hours, and I was left with the utmost inspiration! So, instead of being able to work on my other works already started, I had a new idea and set to work on mapping out the details I already knew would be a part of the story. There is a stone, its guardians, and a thief. Mayhem, love, and adventure ensue! 

Speaking of thieves, one of the books I finished featured one as a main character. Get ready for a book review! 



I read Shana Abe's book called The Dream Thief; ironically, it has nothing to do with someone who steals dreams (which was what I was expecting when I opened this book). It does, however, have something to do with a thief and a girl, named Amalia, who can dream the future. 

Basically, Lia (or Lady Amalia) is a member of a fantastic group of people called the Drakon. The Drakon are shape shifters, and while they take the form of humans most of the time, they can change into smoke, and from smoke, they can change into dragons! She sets out with Zane, a thief, to acquire a stone called the Draumr, and the stone has a power to control the Drakon when wielded by a human. Mainly: Zane. The entire time she dreams that she is under the power of the stone and serving Zane like a slave, and it is up to her to figure out how to change her fate. Only one problem. From page one, she is in love with him. 

Now let me start by saying, I was highly disappointed with the names of the characters. They all sounded like they belonged in a fantasy novel that did not take place in the seventeen hundreds in Europe. (For instance, the Thief's name is Zane. I very much doubt that that was a time appropriate choice. But it was memorable.) Still, I cringed when I read the name Amalia; it sounded very stock-ish, like I have seen it hundreds of times before. Still, the names were easy to get by and I still managed to knock out the entire novel in one sitting. 

It is not a particularly hard read. In fact, it seems to move very fast, especially in the beginning. There wasn't a lot of in depth details given about character's physical appearances, or indeed the locations that the characters happened upon in the course of the pages. One place the details did not fail, though, were in the intimate scenes between Lia and Zane. 

It was detailed enough that I almost felt assaulted reading the text. Still, I will admit that I couldn't seem to put it down. It was a lot like roadkill; I just couldn't look away. Part if it could have been the fact I promised myself I would branch out into all different types of reading material. Part of it could have been that, while simple, Abe's style of writing is highly entrancing. I couldn't tell you, really. But I will say that if you want to avoid such books, this is not the one for you. 

The Dream Thief is actually the second book in a series. Not that it mattered; you got all the back story necessary in this novel alone, and it wasn't until I had finished that I realized it was a part of a trilogy. I may go out and search for a read on the rest of the series too, since I did enjoy the characters. 

All in all, I wasn't disappointed. (And to think. I bought it for fifty cents!) If you're looking for a quick, easy, romance novel to look at, this may be your ticket to escape.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Pumpkin Carvings!

Picture of the Day:
Monticello, Virginia


Quote of the Day: 
"The best way to get approval is not to need it."
-Hugh Macleod


I carved a pumpkin! OF my pumpkin! 



See? It's Sammy!

It took me about an hour. I had a party at a friend's house, and we all had a pumpkin to carve. So here are the fruits of my efforts! I am no expert carver, mind you. But I feel very accomplished. It looks very much like my baby boy! 


However...the best pumpkin? The one to rule them all?

My friend Sarah's!!


I love Lord of the Rings. Best. Pumpkin. Ever.



Tuesday, October 26, 2010

NaNoWriMo - Yeah, It's a Mouthful

Picture of the Day:
Flowers!

Quote of the Day:
"One of the advantages of being disorderly is that one is constantly making exciting discoveries."
-A. A. Milne


Right now, I am a complete mess. Midterms have left me positively drained, and I still have more tests to take. I cannot, however, keep up with any of it. Needless to say, the perfectionist in me is slowly dying and a new, haphazard version of the Kathryn I know and love is coming to fruition; and at the worst possible time.

I barely have time to think and breathe, but I know that my stress level needs to be kept at some sort of bay. I cannot seem to stay ahead of the game, and it is causing many problems in all four of my literature classes. Four literature classes is suicide; so please, do yourself a favor and never do this to yourself.

However, I thought I would take a few moments to drop in anyway; I know myself, and if I miss a day or two, you will not hear from me for a few weeks. As is expected, I plan on giving you another song from my soundtrack, but before I get to that, I would like to present you with a link that was sent to me by a friend via Facebook.

Do I have any authors out there reading? Well, this is for you! Have you heard of NaNoWriMo? Apparently, November is National Novel Writing Month, and this organization has taken it upon themselves to spur writers 50,000 words ahead by the end of the month!

They even have tips to keep you motivated.

If I had enough time, I would be joining in the effort myself, but as it stands I can hardly breathe, let alone work on my novels! Still, I encourage any author I know to join the effort, or at least set a personal goal for themselves to try and reach by the end of November. Even if it is only 5,000 words! C'mon, writers! We can let everyone know what we are all about!!


Whatever you do, don't stop writing!

Now, before I jet back to homework and studying, I would like to offer my next song from the soundtrack: "I Wouldn't Be A Man" by Josh Turner.





This song has a hold on me. It could be his sultry voice, it could be the intimate connotation to the song. Nonetheless, I love it. Someday I plan to channel this kind of energy and emotion into an intimate scene between my two characters from the Legacy of Elysia series, but that will have to wait until December, when school is finally done. A sad but true reality! 

Happy writing!

Monday, October 25, 2010

Introducing Inspiration and Relaxation: Loreena McKennitt

Picture of the Day:
Lettuce Lake Park

Quote of the Day:
"If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything." 
-Mark Twain

I went to the library yesterday. May I just take a moment to praise the purchase of used books? Because I think there is nothing better than walking out of the library with four books and paying $2.50. I will get to them as time permits; in between school reading and The Alienist, which is my current read for the moment, I am having plenty to juggle. I will review them as I get them finished, this I promise.

I took a look at their music CDs at the library while I was there. I picked up some new Celtic Woman and a CD by Loreena McKennitt, another Celtic/World artist, and the next artist I am going to share with you for my Soundtrack of Inspiration and Writings.


This one is called "Mystic's Dream".






She has a very distinct style, and I find that it is both relaxing and inspiring. Her stuff is just outlandish enough that it transports me into somewhere new and uncharted. This, I confess, was the first song I heard of hers, and immediately I was thinking of Nydia, a character from the Legacy of Elysia series. 

Nydia is a young girl (in the first book she is about fifteen years old) who has given her life over to be a priestess and has been declared as an Oracle, a High Priest or Priestess that can literally communicate with the gods themselves. She is the second daughter of a prominent Judge of the city Micaladin, and her elder sister, Nessa, is one of the antagonists of the series.

I love the instruments that she uses in this particular piece; it sounds almost Middle-Eastern, and is the type of music that I could see my land of Elysia partaking of and taking joy in. Not only that, but the music itself is very peaceful. Loreena McKennitt is an artist you can sit and listen to in the dark and feel stress leave you. Haunting and lovely, I fell in love with her immediately. I will leave a few more samples of her for you here; maybe it will ease the passing to the first day of the week!









Happy Monday!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

How To Train Your Dragon

Picture of the Day:
Weedon Island

Quote of the Day:
"Thank you for nothing, you useless reptile."
-Hiccup


Yesterday, after the wedding, my family and I had a family day; we went out to eat, and then we watched a movie. One that stole my heart, and has managed to fly its way into my favorites list.



How to Train Your Dragon!


Let me start by saying I am a dragon buff; they have always been my favorite mythical creatures, and my sister can attest to that. However, if there is one thing I cannot stand, it is a dragon that can speak. So, right away this movie got good marks on my behalf; the dragons all roared and made cute noises. 

The story takes place in Berk, an imaginary Viking city that is constantly plagued by dragons! Their buildings get burned completely during attacks, so there is no such thing as an old building; they are all new. While most of the Viking men are big and strong, the story centers around a scrawny boy by the name of Hiccup as he tries to live up to his father's expectations (I was excited to hear by his voice that the father was played by the one and only Gerard Butler!) as a dragon hunter. Basically, Hiccup is the kid that always screws up, and right from the start the two family members are on rough terms. But, when Hiccup comes across a Night Fury, the most mysterious dragon breed known to man, he ends up in dangerous stare down. The stare down leads to trust, and the trust to friendship. This is their story.

Now, I will not fail to mention all of the epic action, the wonderful CGI (I am in LOVE with Toothless), or the light love story that follows behind. But, I will leave that up to you to find out by watching the movie and leave them at passing mentionings alone.

I will take a few moments to praise the wonderful soundtrack. I fell in love with it, just like I did the movie. And here is just an example as to why:






It has beautiful music, and great epic music for the battle sequences and dragon attacks. This movie covered its bases.


So, on this bright Sunday, I beg you. Go watch this movie. Please. Thank you.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Music - Expressions of the Soul

Picture of the Day: 
Blue Ridge Parkway, North Carolina


Quote of the Day:
"Hard work spotlights the character of people: some turn up their sleeves, some turn up their noses, and some don't turn up at all."
-Sam Ewing

My music tastes are eclectic. The majority of my iPod is country, but I adore classical music, Celtic inspired music, easy listening...just about anything, as long as it is not rap. So, as we continue down the journey of my soundtracks (which, by the way, are never set in stone or finished), you will see a variety of types of music that I use. And today, I give you David Arkenstone and song number two in my ever expanding soundtrack.







David Arkenstone is a Celtic/New World artist, and is predominantly instrumental. Basically, a genius with music. This particular piece, called Magic Forest, is one that I actually found via Youtube whilst looking for a different one to put up here. I fell in love with it.

It is so peaceful and tranquil; exactly the kind of music that I use for inspiration with some of my scenes in my Legacy of Elysia series that take place in the glade. The main character, Octavian, is haunted by visions of a war where he lost his best friend, Caelan. The place he finds the most comfort is in the confines of the glade, nestled a good hour's walk into the forest behind his house where he meets the gentle daughter of Orestes for company.

Here, as you are listening, read my description of the glade:

         The tall trees vanished for a space large enough to be called a glade, nothing more. The branches of the great trees along the edge rose high, seemingly reaching out for the opposite side of the clearing, until they were all entwined with one another in a slow dance of the ages. The canopy lovingly shaded the pool of cool water that lay in the center of the clearing, glittering and dancing in the golden sunlight that managed to seep its way through the branches and leaves; to the eye it looked as if jewels were hidden at the surface of the water, though no matter how greedily one delved and dove none would be found. Beside the pool was a boulder. Grey and sleek, it seemed entirely foreign against the earthy tones the glade harbored. It was as if the gods themselves had placed it there, to offer a place to rest and relax amongst their finest work, where the scent of colorful blooms could encompass and enfold a person until they were blanketed and comforted in the purity and calm the glade held.

Yes; I do believe this song is perfection!

Friday, October 22, 2010

A Love to Outshine

Picture of the Day:
WWII Memorial

Quote of the Day: 
"What you leave behind is not what is engraved in stone monuments, but what is woven into the lives of others."
-Pericles

I, Kathryn, write romance novels.

Yes, I said it. I write romance novels. Granted, there is action and there is suspense, but I am proud to say it: I love a good love story. (Now, this might come as a surprise to most people; let me just say that my favorite movies feature action, explosions and general mayhem and rarely feature anything to do with love or a couple. I rarely watch romantic comedies or romances.)

Still, I let my girlish origins show when it comes to love stories that I find transcendent to others. Like my personal favorite play: Antony and Cleopatra. If you have never read it, I understand. It is not one of Shakespeare's finest works and often gets brushed aside, especially on terms of love. 

I, Kathryn, am against Romeo and Juliet.

I can see all of your shocked faces now.

When posed with the question that mentions love and Shakespeare, most of society will spout back, "Romeo and Juliet!" Wrong. To me, Romeo is nothing more than a lustful pig and Juliet the poor, misguided, girl who wants something so badly she believes she has it.

That, my dear reader, is not love. (Or, if you want to get technical, it is love. Just a really low level of love. But who wants low level love?) To me, it is nothing more than lust. And trust me, it is worlds different. 

Shakespeare's love story? Antony and Cleopatra

No matter what, neither Antony or Cleopatra would change a thing about the other. Antony finds Cleopatra annoying, overbearing, and at one point even calls her a "triple-turned whore"; nonetheless, he loves her. He loves her enough to abandon all of his hero's glory to be a lover. The story is beautiful! (And not just because I am literally obsessed with Cleopatra. Which I am.)

Listen to some of this language! 

Antony speaks to who he believes is a dead Cleopatra's spirit: 


Stay for me: 
Where souls do couch on flowers, we'll hand in hand,

And with our sprightly port make the ghosts gaze:

Dido and her Aeneas shall want troops,
And all the haunt be ours.  

How. Beautiful. Dido and Aeneas, mind you, are legendary lovers. It was believed that in the underworld they were worshipped for their love. Antony says, loudly and proudly, that he and Cleopatra will blow them both away.

Psh. And people think Romeo had it together. 


He literally walks on stage complaining about the fact the girl he loves is out of his reach, sees Juliet, and basically says, "Woah! Who is that?!" Yeah. So romantic.


All right, reader. Take a side. 


Team Romeo or Team Antony??


Whilst you contemplate which Shakespearean man you would rather, listen to this song by Josh Groban. Perhaps the better introduction would be, "This song by an angel". 





I make soundtracks for my novels, and I set aside love songs that mean something special to me, and I try to incorporate those ideas and feelings into my work. (And not just for love. For anything.) I will start sharing my soundtracks with you. Count this as song one!


Thursday, October 21, 2010

A Note from a Crazy

Picture of the Day: 
Lettuce Lake Park

Quote of the Day: 
"And the goddess herself, glowing like moonlight, 
Rushed over the sand, sweeping them on
And stiffening their hearts, so that for each of them
To die in battle was sweeter than going home."
-The Iliad, Book 2, Lines 481-484



For starters, take a look at this:


For seconds, let me say this: I am a bipolar depressant. I have been plagued by the mental affliction for as long as I can remember. I am on medications that are beginning to work now, and most people I know would say that I have made worlds of improvement since last year. I, more than the average person, know what kind of stigmas go along with being mentally ill.

Now, back to the video. 

What?! Really? You're going to show that and expect it to make everything better?!

Let's face it: people think anyone with a mental disease is crazy. Maniacal. Ready for an asylum. Need proof? Let me recount a little story.

Just a few weeks ago I was sitting in class for Early American Literature. We were reading "Sinners in the Hand of an Angry God" by Jonathan Edwards. (I do not recommend it, by the way.) The teacher makes some sort of comment about the fact that nowadays, the historians believe Edwards suffered from some sort of bipolar disorder. A kid in the back of the class pipes up, "Well, obviously. He is crazy!"

I said nothing, because the rest of the class laughed in agreement.

I felt utterly alone; like a girl with a deep and dark secret that I should be ashamed of and kept hidden at all costs. Still, all the while the rest of humanity knows something just isn't quite right about you. 

And that little video is supposed to help?

First of all, they listed a total of four illnesses. There are more than four illnesses. It is like someone said, "Hey. Schizophrenia is cool. Yeah, they're normal human beings. But those anxiety disorder people. Yeah, they're weird." And for me personally? What about bipolar depression? It had bipolar disorder and depression. Why not that one? Is that one a bit too crazy for them?

Logistically, I understand that not every disease known to man could be mentioned in one minute and ten seconds, but schizophrenia and bipolar disorder were in there twice. There could have been a better use of time. 

I also didn't like that "better half" business. Just because someone has a disease doesn't mean that they are a lesser half of anything. It could have easily read, "husband" or "wife", or, here is a thought, "lover". It would be nice, as someone with a disease, to see that people can still love you. 

I cannot even begin to describe the number of nights I have sat alone in the dark and thought about how as soon as a guy finds out about my disease they will want nothing to do with me; that I am physically unlovable because I am difficult. 

More than this, if bipolar disorder and depression have better halves, if you have both do you need a better whole? 

Maybe I am over reacting. But really. I did not enjoy seeing that come on the television at all. Yes, someone needs to do something about the way people like that are treated. But let's do it in a way that makes sense, that doesn't make the afflicted feel like a "less-than-human" problem.


On a brighter note, this song has been stuck in my head:




And I haven't even liked Keith Urban's new stuff! This song is great!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

From Eve to Prayers

Picture of the Day:
A zebra at Busch Gardens.

Quote of the Day: 
"Woman was taken from man's rib. Not from his head to be superior or from his feet to be trampled upon, but from his side to be equal to and kept close to his heart."
- Unknown


I am currently enrolled in the class Bible as Literature. My attitude toward this class seems to change daily; I range from enjoying the humor of the professor to loathing every second I am sitting in the room and having to listen to some somewhat scathing remarks toward the Bible. It is madness in the truest sense, and there aren't even Spartan men there. It is a sad situation. 

We got our midterm last week, and being busy I had little time to look at it until yesterday. We had an essay question, and we got to choose from a few different topics. I decided to take up the controversial issue of a woman's place as declared by the Bible. I am not entirely sure I will pass with the standpoint I took, but nonetheless, I found it a valuable argument, and thought I would share it here.

Women were not made to be oppressed by God. In my mind, they weren't made to be superior to man either. God saw that Adam was lacking a partner. It doesn't say master, it doesn't say underling. And if there is one thing I have learned over my years of reading the book and studying with people it is that what the Bible says should not be added to or changed to suit your purposes. Partner implies a sense of equality, at least to me, and marks a beautiful relationship. 

A partner is a friend, and someone you can trust and work with. Eve was given to Adam to fill a void; the perfect match to compliment all of Adam's shortcomings, and someone to share life with. That one little word throws out any argument that women were meant to be ruled by men. It also refutes the colloquial joke, "God made man. Then he got a better idea." As funny as that is (believe me, I giggled the first time I heard that), I find it completely unfounded by the Word itself.

There is, however, the manner of the curse that God reaped upon Adam and Eve for their disobedience: 
"I will greatly increase your pains in childbearing; with pain you will give birth to children. Your desire will be for your husband and he will rule over you." Genesis 2:16.
Now this I have always had trouble reading. It is like a part of me wants to ignore the latter half of the curse. Every time I read it I think, "Hey; weren't we created equal?" Still, perfection had to be lost when man lost paradise. Does that mean women are to be utterly controlled?

In my interpretation I do not believe so. God would never intend for a woman to be considered "less" than a man. He does, I believe, curse us as ladies in a different way to be ruled. I cannot say how many girls I know (me included) that would, or have, at one point thought they would give an arm and a leg for a relationship. Isn't that a trap? Relationships are to be beautiful things, but when it is all you want, all you think about, isn't that a way a man can rule you?

Maybe my interpretation is off. I am not a Bible Scholar. I am merely a woman trying to make sense of (what should be) the most important aspect of her life. Christianity is a walk, and nobody ever knows all of the answers. Nonetheless, it is always important to strive, and I will continue to do so. 

I have been contemplating the authorship of a play; it would be simple. A series of monologues that represent different prayers from various people who are struggling. I was originally going to write it and give it to my college group, the CIA (Christians in Action. You can check out their page here.) to help raise money for their mission trip that they do annually. I have not gotten around to finishing it, nor do I think they could perform it now that the Plungers (an a cappella mens singing group also at our church) take care of the show. 

I was thinking that the play would open with a campus minister praying for his students, and as he gets to each one, another spotlight coming up that revealed the student and their own prayers until the entire play was a giant, intermixed and varied prayer. The only monologue I have written so far is for a girl suffering from clinical depression.

It was the easiest to write, since it is something I myself suffer from. Here it is: 

I haven’t done this in a while. I’m supposed to try praying ceaselessly. [A long pause] Clearly, I am not doing well. I…I don’t even know what to say. Went to church today. I know you already know that. You know? Sometimes I feel like I just don’t belong there. It looks like everyone gets what he wants in life, you know? I don’t even know if my major is right. They say you can’t make mistakes. I don’t know if I believe that anymore; I think I am living proof that you can. I don’t understand. If you made me the way you wanted, why am I so messed up? I’m twenty years old, and I have no real friends, no interests, nothing. I spend all my time inside studying and doing homework to the point where I am sure I am going insane. I can’t even smile anymore. I used to be able to fake it, but now everyone can see. Nobody should be this empty. And people have the nerve to tell me it’s not real. Ha! Not real. I know it is. I feel it. I LIVE it. I’m sick. There, I said it. I’m SICK. I have to be. I am willing to wake up every morning and throw away the blessings you have promised me. I think that people would be better off if I wasn’t here. I don’t want to live like this! It’s not even living. I don’t want to be alone and lonely for the rest of my life because I am too hard to be friends with because my attitude is so down. I don’t want to think that nobody would miss me if I died right now. But I do! I do! Do you hear me? I do believe that. They go to great lengths to tell me I am a good person. That people are lucky to know me. But they don’t show it. It’s all words to them; they say it, and then they vanish. [Long pause, silence. Then quietly, she continues.] Help. Help me, please.

There you have it; the start of a play that I am not sure I could finish on my own. It seems like it would need a collaborative authorship, because I want the prayers to feel as real as possible.

This entry has been exceedingly long. I doubt this shall happen often, and I apologize if reading this felt like a chore. I guess some things just need to be written.

And you all know how I live to write.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

October's Book of the Month!

Picture of the Day:
Cocoa Beach, Florida


Quote of the Day: 
"If we're growing, we're always going to be out of our comfort zone."
-John Maxwell


So lots of editing has been going on! I have been experimenting with the "gadgets" you can add to your blog to see which ones I like and which ones I don't. That means that if you logged in at any time within the last twenty-four hours you probably saw a different blog. 


I finally settled on adding just one little box. I will wait while you check the left hand side of your screen. 




....




See it? Like it?! I am going to start recommending a book once every month, and in the spirit of Halloween, I am beginning with Agatha Christie's And Then There Were None.





Do me a favor. Whilst you are reading the little summary below, listen to this music to set the tune for Halloween! Oooh. Spooky.






I read this book in eighth grade and it was amazing. Ten guests of completely different sorts are summoned for a weekend getaway at a private island. However, weekend frivolity gives way to murder and mayhem. (And really, who doesn't like a good source of mayhem!?) Slowly the ten guests begin to turn up murdered, and it is up to the rest of the living guests to figure it out or be the next to fall! 

I promise. It is unpredictable, unstoppable and worth every second you spend reading it to finish the book to solve the mystery. Agatha Christie is definitely a mastermind. Even after all these years I can remember the plot twists and characters; the book is certainly worthy of October's book of the month. 

So read it, and then let me know what you think. And remember to look out for November's book of the month! 

Monday, October 18, 2010

A Rose by Any Other Name...

Picture of the Day:
Mystic Seaport

Quote of the Day:
"Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power."
-Abraham Lincoln


I don't know what Shakespeare was thinking when he said, "A rose by any other name would smell as sweet". (Okay, that is a lie. I know exactly why he said that.) Perhaps what I don't understand is why this doesn't apply to everything in life.

A title to a work, for instance, is very important. And a really good book could fall flat on the selling-floor because it has a title that doesn't catch interest or simply doesn't sound good. I suffer from anxiety over the fact I cannot name anything. Papers for school or creative prose, I cannot seem to find a good working title. 

I do regret to say that I have not had much time to work on anything recently. I am so busy with school that all of my documents have been sitting unused on my desktop. I will get back to them as soon as the semester is calming down (or winding to a close, whichever comes first. Sadly, it looks like the latter.) and everyone here will be the first to know when that is. 

I carry my notebook with me all the time anyway, just in case. But really, when school starts, my productivity on my writing slows until it comes to a standstill. Not to mention that my Legacy of Elysia (Yes, that is the working title I gave the book series. Yes, I am aware it is weak.) series seems to have been leaving me uninspired lately. I think I worked on it too much and just dried myself out for a while. Hm.

Remember that piece I told you I was working on that I said was Criminal Minds meets Supernatural? Well, I am going to give you a sneak preview of it; this is the prologue, which also happens to be what I plan to be an excerpt from later in the book. 

Now, I am only on chapter two of this fine work, and I plan on finishing it soon with many plot twists. Therefore, enjoy the sneak peek, and wait until it is published! 

Happy reading!





Prologue:

“Do you believe in God, Agent Calvin?” The young lady asked with a haunting blue stare. All at once the air seemed to grow cold in the conference room, and the people in it fell utterly silent.
“Beats me,” Calvin replied after a moment, though did so uneasily, brown eyes narrowed and uncertain.
The girl looked unfazed by his reply, and her stoic and cool expression did not falter. “You will.”


Sunday, October 17, 2010

Matter of Heart

Picture of the Day
A trellis at Busch Gardens

Quote of the Day:
"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night."
-Edgar Allan Poe, "Eleanora"


Sometimes, things you hear sitting in church just stick with you. Someone in the class who I greatly admire for his Biblical knowledge mentioned this quote today:

"Hell is God's final act of love for those who want nothing to do with him."

I don't know who said it first; in fact, I am not sure the other person knows either. What I do know is that for the first time in my twenty one years of existence, the purpose of Hell made complete and utter sense.

I promised a journey about my writing, and right now I am sure at least one person is wondering what this has to do with anything. My answer? Everything. Even if you overlook that one of the novels I am working on closely deals with aspects of Christianity, I am a Christian author. God should have everything to do with what I do.

I know a lot of people (most that I hold close and dear to my heart) that detest God, or think of him as a fabrication of the human mind. Personally, I do not understand this view. When I look around, I see the stars, the trees, the design of things as they have been made and I see a creator. I cannot fathom it all being by chance or random occurrences, and I will not be shy about it.

One of the questions I am almost constantly confronted with as a Christian is: "If there is a just God, how can he send people to Hell?" 

Now, I can confidently respond. "It is what they want."

People who live like there is no God do not want a God. And what is Hell other than the absence of God? And if God is all things good, taking him away leaves nothing but the bad. Mainly, an unpleasant eternity await those that choose it. 

He is not unjust; Hell is not as much of a punishment as it is God giving people precisely what they thought they were seeking. I truly am in utter awe; sometimes things just seize you and take your breath away. This quote was one of those things.

I promise I will put up another sample of writing soon (maybe even later today). This just needed to be written while the inspiration was with me and in me, and to clear my mind of something that has been pressing and nearly haunting me.

It is really amazing to me how God answers questions.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

So You Want to be a Writer?

Picture of the Day:
My baby boy, Samwise Gamgee

Quote of the Day:
"A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than you love yourself."
-Josh Billings


Kathryn's Helpful Hints for an Aspiring Writer

  1. Always carry a notebook with you. - No joke. Ideas come and go as they please, and not always when you are ready to jot them down. Be ready. Make yourself prepared, otherwise you will lament the one that got away!
  2. Dabble in mediums. - Sometimes our minds can just get tired of writing. Do some other kind of work, too. Take pictures, read, or do the loathsome math problem. Sometimes all your brain is looking for is a break from its normal (and inadvertently mundane) activities. Do not fall victim to brain abuse!
  3. Make a soundtrack. - Great movies have great soundtracks. Give your novel one, too.
  4. Read aloud when editing. - I know that I have a hard time finding people willing to set time aside to read my work for me. Therefore, I learned to edit with myself alone. Reading aloud is a phenomenal way to trick yourself into thinking you are not reading something familiar. Give it a shot! But, make sure you are somewhere alone. We do not need any more "crazy author" stereotypes, thank you.
  5. BACK IT UP. - Have a back up saved of your document. In fact, have a back up of the back up. You never can be too careful. 
  6. Know when to walk away. - It is not defeat when you have to just let something sit for a while. The worse offense is forcing what should sound natural. 
  7. Be a big kid. - Criticism happens. It doesn't mean your life is over, it just means you know what to work on.
There you have it. Kathryn's guide to beginning your writing odyssey. So, in such a set, I leave you with the beginning lines of the poem "Ithaca" by Constantine P. Cavafy:

"When you set out on your journey to Ithaca,
pray that the road is long,
full of adventure, full of knowledge."


Oh! One more thing. Has anyone seen the Old Spice commercials like this one? Well, then you should definitely watch this!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Inspiration: an Author's Breath

Picture of the Day:
The Blue Ridge Parkway, North Carolina

Quote of the Day:
"Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale her infinite variety."
-Shakespeare, Antony and Cleopatra


Inspiration is the breath an author takes. From idea to finished product, it is the wings and the wind that carry you through. It is the blood and heart of a story or poem, and can be an author's worst enemy when it leaves.

Oftentimes I wonder how the great authors and poets and artists work through such dry spells, but resign myself to find my own way through them. I, being a genius, start working on other stories. This actually has proved to get me a whole lot of nowhere because I have tons of stories started, and nothing finished. But, I am working away at it and have not given up yet.

Despite the eight documents on my computer that are tucked away in my "Narratives" folder, I am focusing most of my energy on two of them in particular. 

In the one that is certainly going along best (I have officially reached 175 pages!), Rome and Greece meets Lord of the Rings in a land called Elysia. 

The other, Supernatural meets Criminal Minds as Agent Kenneth Dalton works with a mysterious girl named Jenny to catch his killer.

Two different stories, two sides of the spectrum, one deranged and slightly insane author. (Really, I pondered the idea of why it was so easy for me to think up serial killers. It frightened me. But I digress.) Needless to say, my inspiration seems to come from all over the map; if nothing else, I would consider myself diversified. Even my style of writing seems drastically different in each.

If inspiration is the breath of an author, I would say my breathing is rampant or scattered. I am probably somewhere close to hyperventilating. Here is to inspiration! 

As a side note, I am not much of a poet. Actually, if I am writing poetry, it is not a good sign of mental health. I tend to only be inspired to write in verse when my outlook is dark. Good old angst and bitterness abound! I wrote a poem entitled "The Old Man" a while ago, must be four years now, when I was having a major crisis in my faith in God. Since then, I have come a long way in my faith, or so I would like to think. If nothing else, I am not so much in despair as I was then. But I must say, the poem is certainly something worth sharing, so as a hint as to my style, I give you the poem itself.

The Old Man

With a few good friends that were as close as kin

the old man began to build upon a stone foundation.

It was to be great, and strong: built from the finest stones and metals.

A temple of epic proportions, in the city of his people.


They worked through the day, slept little at night.

Always working at the temple. 

When he had gotten a good start his friends left, leaving the old man on his own.

And still he worked.


Even when the rains came and the winds howled, the man would build.

It grew a little everyday,

slowly turning into the glorious edifice it was intended to be.

And still the man worked.



A few men of grey and black happened to see it.

They began to tear down the man's hard work.

He banished them from his holy ground,

and the man still worked.


For years the man was building alone,

and finally the form was beginning to come together.

The old man was pleased

but he did not stop.


An army of shadows began to approach.

Each hissing and snarling and eyeing his prized work.

It didn't take long before it was beaten.


With a great determination, the man still worked.


Many years later the frame was finished.

It was beautiful, and ornate and seemed to shine with the light of the divine. 

Happily the old man moved inside. 

And still the old man worked.


The inside was bare, so it was here he started.

His sweat and his blood were poured into his temple.

It was his prized possession.

And still the man worked.


A great storm came.

It broke the stones of the temple walls.

The windows shattered and were no more.

And the man wept.


All the hard work he had put into his temple was being undone.

With speed that equalled his building pace.

But he didn't give up.

Still the man worked.


The army of shadows returned.

They beat and broke the building, until it was hardly proud anymore.

But still the light shone from inside.

But the man quit working.


He gathered his things, and carried them out of the temple.

He was old, and far too weak to keep trying to fix the walls and windows.

So he left.

And the temple turned to grey.



Like I have said before, I am not sure where I am going with this whole blog thing, but I did promise a journey with me. Perhaps this was simply meant to be stop one.