Picture of the Day:
Snow White's Scary Adventure -- A ride at Disney World.
Quote of the Day:
"Be still and know that I am God."
I have dropped in for a bit of an update--nothing amazing, nothing grand, but something simple. This week I feel as if the weight of the world is settled on my shoulders, and while I am reminding myself over and over not to worry, it appears the rest of me really wants to.
That mission trip I was supposed to go on looks fainter now, like I have ruined my chances of going. You see, reader, I was in a car accident earlier this week. While I am all right physically, praise God!, it appears my truck has about left me with about $2000 in repairs. Basically, the money I have been saving for the trip is suddenly gone to get my truck fixed. Now I need to raise $2100 instead of $1500. I have never been so depressed in my life, and I keep frantically looking for someway this can work.
I am coming up very short.
I don't believe I have written anything, either. I am just stagnant in all things again. Apparently, it is where I am supposed to be. But I don't like it. "Be still and know that I am God" has been something I have been repeating to myself. I just need to sit still, I need to wait for his hand to guide me. Apparently, what I keep thinking I am doing right is very, very, wrong.
I am very frustrated.
Especially since I am more than likely going to have to pay for the plane ticket whether or not I go on the trip or not. Something good is going to come from this. I know that in my head, but my heart is in despair.
Thanks for the little journey with me, reader.
I promise the next time I update it will be of progress and not my frustrations. The only reason I bother with these type of posts is because somewhere out there, there is someone going through the same thing as me, and I want them to know they are not alone.